Happy New Year 2012

hello...it's been 2012 now..the date i write this entry is 3rd January 2012...hope this year 2012 is more better than last year...i hope i will create more wonderful events and achievement in this year...but poor me..i'm celebrating this new year with final examination...i think it's normal thing happened to university students...my examination start on 1st January 2012 and end on 18 January 2012...actually i'm not sad about celebrating new year with exam, I'm more frustrated with my carry mark for all subjects I'm taking this semester...it's not impressive me at all...it's really disappointing me...maybe I'm not putting enough effort to my study...I'm in frustration mood now...I feel like I want to cry...but I'm not that type of girl...I'm still strong to face this obstacles...however, for this final examination I hope I can do really well to cover up my carry marks...my aims for my study is not just to pass but I want a great pointer...there's no use if we just pass... furthermore,my courses have two subjects which is precondition for me to register for three subjects in next semester. It's really stressful thinking about that. And that two subjects is the lowest carry marks I get. I didn't expected it at all. Nobody could understand my feeling now and I'm not hoping anybody understands me. The final effort I could do is strive for the best!!